we're off to the races again.

I signed my contract for dp3 next year. I will be leading our floor bible study and be the spiritual leader for the floor. Looks like I have a lot of maturing to do. I know that God's power is made perfect in our own weakness, but a lot of times I think that if I try REALLY hard, and work at it I can become a super Christian, which (by the way), is not really possible. Oh well, it was worth a shot. I guess I am still going to have to rely on God's grace and mercy, and cope with the fact that I screw up way more than I ever want to admit. God is such a curious being, I am always bewildered at his mercy, grace, and forgiveness, and completely amazed that He continues to bless me day in and day out, when many times I don't stop to even give him the time of day. Not that he needs the time, anyway. After all, he DID create it. Not to mention it doesn't really apply to Him, but that is just getting into a whole other confusing topic, so I am going to stick to loving Him in the confusing times, holding onto Him in the tough times, and strive to humble myself before Him and seek His face at ALL times. It's going to be hard, but so worth it. You should give it a try. If you are having a hard time with it, give me a call, I would be glad to pray with you. Not because I could give you advice, but because I am working on pursuing God as well. We're both in this together.